For the last few weeks I have been in the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. This pain is happening now, because the cancer cells (what truly appears to be the last of them) died inside and finally burst out like a very nasty pimple. I haven't uploaded any pictures of this new development yet, because I'm having a tough time even lifting my tongue in order to get a good picture, but it looks like a tiny ice cream scooper came through and carved out a chunk underneath my tongue and one little spot on the top of my tongue is still healing up. The worst part is that I have been on liquid diet since this happened, because of the pain making it nearly impossible for me to chew. Swallowing is difficult enough, because I have to push my tongue up and back in order to get the liquid down. It's a daily pain that has me feeling weak most days due to lack of sleep and I can't help crying tears often (if not every day), but I push on. I wrote all this not to make anyone feel sorry for me, for that does no good. Instead, I felt it was important for me to share that even still through this very troubling time, I continue to praise HIM!
My faith is stronger than those demons I feel laughing at me for going through so much pain. I'll never give up and I wanted to remind others that our unwavering loving God will never give up either! I know our Heavenly Father is helping me through this and that this storm will soon be ending!!
That being said, if you're going through any mental, physical, or emotional struggles just remember that He will be there to guide you! In fact, I believe He waits for you to be humbled and call upon Him.
If you ever need someone to pray with; friends, family, strangers, I don't care who you are... I'm here for you.
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