Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Praising Through The Storm

For the last few weeks I have been in the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. This pain is happening now, because the cancer cells (what truly appears to be the last of them) died inside and finally burst out like a very nasty pimple. I haven't uploaded any pictures of this new development yet, because I'm having a tough time even lifting my tongue in order to get a good picture, but it looks like a tiny ice cream scooper came through and carved out a chunk underneath my tongue and one little spot on the top of my tongue is still healing up. The worst part is that I have been on liquid diet since this happened, because of the pain making it nearly impossible for me to chew. Swallowing is difficult enough, because I have to push my tongue up and back in order to get the liquid down. It's a daily pain that has me feeling weak most days due to lack of sleep and I can't help crying tears often (if not every day), but I push on. I wrote all this not to make anyone feel sorry for me, for that does no good. Instead, I felt it was important for me to share that even still through this very troubling time, I continue to praise HIM! 

My faith is stronger than those demons I feel laughing at me for going through so much pain. I'll never give up and I wanted to remind others that our unwavering loving God will never give up either! I know our Heavenly Father is helping me through this and that this storm will soon be ending!!

That being said, if you're going through any mental, physical, or emotional struggles just remember that He will be there to guide you! In fact, I believe He waits for you to be humbled and call upon Him. 

If you ever need someone to pray with; friends, family, strangers, I don't care who you are... I'm here for you.



Thursday, May 18, 2017

From Being Lost To Being Found

To those of you who actually read this sad excuse for a blog, I'm so sorry that it has taken me a little while to check back in. I had a legitimate reason this time! Honestly, there were more than a few setbacks that needed to be addressed before I could even make the time to sit and write. Let me explain. 

After I started following a few new recommendations from the Naturopathic Doctor, something terrible happened. My cancer spot seemed to start growing again and things got way out of control. It spread up over the curve to the top of my tongue, too. 

In a pathetic attempt to kill the cancer faster I over-did it on mixing too many vitamins. After a hefty dose of B17, (the weekend of March 11th) I went spiraling down a very scary path. 

I had what I believe was a "near death experience." I couldn't move a muscle. I was lying in bed and my husband reported to me later that I kept mumbling things that were mostly incoherent, but parts that could be understood included me talking about how my body didn't feel like my body anymore. 

I do distinctly remember looking down at myself and all I could see was my body as a sort of golden energy source. I'm probably going to sound like a crazy person (if I didn't already), but I believe this might have been my soul hovering above me. I saw darkness and shadows around me only moments before bright lights appeared. At one point I felt as if there was a split screen in front of me (like when you're playing a two-person video game with a vertical split screen). It was like there was another dimension or something. I know.. too crazy to fathom!  

This really freaked me out and I kept repeating "I'm scared" to my husband. He was scared for me, too, and about ready to take me to the hospital. When he hovered over me to make sure I was breathing, I apparently told him that he looked like an angel with bright lights around him.  

My skin and the whites of my eyes turned yellow. My husband learned through very rapid research that herb toxicity can cause temporary Jaundice symptoms. He also learned that even with the coconut oil in it, the coffee I had been drinking could have made my body too acidic (this is why we think the cancer could have spread. I have since stopped drinking coffee).    

That night, he made me get up and do a water enema to flush my colon. I immediately felt better. I told him I didn't need to go to the doctor. That night I also completed a liver flush (which made me vomit nearly 4 hours in) and then I literally slept for 24 hours straight.

The following week, as I began to recover, I thought it would be wise to complete another liver flush. A few gallstones and liver stones came out this time, but I didn't feel that it was enough. I got sick during that flush, too. I completed enemas all week long trying to purge my body of toxins and I backed off of the vitamins to allow my body to reset.

I was totally lost at this point and finally broke down to pray, something I had not truly done in many years (meanwhile, unknown to me at the time, my husband-- a once declared atheist-- also started praying).


Within one week, a stranger from New York contacted me on Facebook stating that she had seen my cancer pictures. She told me she believed she had the same type of cancer I did and that she had been in contact with the founder of the Cellect product. She told me that the doctor himself gave her a protocol of taking 10 scoops per day with water, but not to use any other protocol with this powder as it was highly effective on its own. Within 1 ½ months her cancer completely fell out and was on its way to healing back up. 

Within that same week, my father contacted me for the first time in many years. He wanted to talk about how he could get his own health in check (he had seen my progress via Facebook over the last year). We talked and I learned that anemia and cancer run in my family. This was something I had never known before. 

The next answer came to me from a lady in my exercise class who had told me all about her Candida problems and shared about diet changes she had to make. I didn’t think anything about this information coming to me until I developed a slight case of Candida on my tongue the following week and had her reference to fall back on. 

These 3 conversations alone were very enlightening for me. I KNEW at that moment, after everything I had seen during my "near death experience" and by these sudden answers, that without a doubt God had answered my prayer. I started immediately taking 10 scoops of Cellect a day. I cut out all sugar based foods to fight off Candida and it went away within a few weeks! 

I completed a third liver flush and this time I did not vomit. Also, THOUSANDS of stones came out of my body. In addition, I noticed a few dead parasites exit my body. This was, no doubt, one of the many reasons some of my past protocols hadn't worked properly. 

I now believe I should have continued with more body cleansing as I did in the first 4 months of my cancer diagnosis. The colon, parasite, liver, and heavy metal cleanses were so much more important than I ever gave them credit for. I mean, I knew they were in the beginning, but they still are! I have since started up with routine cleansing again while continuing to take Cellect every single day. 

The good news is that I have seen more progress within the short time I have been drinking the Cellect formula than I had in all the time of fighting cancer on my own since 2015, but I don't feel as though the Cellect is the only important part of all this that is worth mentioning. 

After my husband and I discovered that we had both started praying, it opened us up to a LONG, honest discussion about our faith. 

I had grown up in church, but never really took it seriously and honestly I rarely cracked open The Bible back in my childhood days. When the preacher would talk about scripture, without really explaining what any of it meant, my eyes would glaze over. I stopped attending church when I moved from Jr. High into High School. 

My husband, on the other hand, says he was saved when he was 12, but never really had a religious upbringing. Then, when his father died it made it difficult for him to believe in a God that would let that and so many other terrible things happen. 

Fast forward to the present...

We both understand that things happen for many reasons and not all of God's plans will be understood by us in the moment. 

We both also believe that all I ever needed to do since the start of this crazy life test was give into God (Yahweh), but because I tried to be stubborn and go at my cancer fight alone I couldn’t be healed. 

I think that God had to let me work myself down to the point that I was totally broken and only when I asked him to help did he see that I was ready. 

Now, I understand the lyrics to Amazing Grace, because I certainly went from being lost to being found!

My journey may have started as just a story about a woman trying to cure her cancer naturally, but it's now becoming so much more. My journey is now leading me back to a relationship with Jesus (Yeshua). I pray every day, now. I've also started to worship daily through song. 

Additionally, I've actually picked up The Bible, The Book Of Enoch, and a few other cross reference materials and I have begun to really study the Holy Word; verse by verse, and chapter by chapter! Once I started seeing the word and praying for understanding things have started to become more clear. 

After coming back to His glory, I started to have dreams about many things. God spoke to me in a dream and asked me to share his true word with others. I'm sure many of my atheist friends or family members will read this and want to run the other direction, but if that's the way it goes I know the ONE who really has my back. 

I know that I cannot force anyone to do anything they don't want to do and I wouldn't want to. All I can do is extend the offer, but the choice to accept it will belong to those willing to listen. Are you? If so, feel free to message me!

Friday, January 20, 2017

Finally Some Answers!

At the end of November I was introduced to a Naturopathic Doctor. I am so very glad to have found her as it's been a big guessing game the last year doing all this without a doctor's guidance. The crazy part is that this doctor was within a few blocks of my house all this time! 

After I met with her face-to-face for my first consultation I was so pleased to learn that she not only thought everything I had been doing up to this point was mostly wonderful, but that there was more I could be doing and blood tests that could answer some much needed questions! 

As if holiday times aren't busy enough, while trying to squeeze visits with family members that live hours away, I was also driving, seemingly every week, to get some sort of blood test completed.

With the results of these various blood tests I have learned the following things about myself:

  • I have a Methylation defect. This means that the sulfur water I was drinking didn't really help me as much as it should have. It also means that my body didn't make great use of the Vitamin B supplements I had been taking.
  • The nutritional assessment let me know that I do not have any other vitamin deficiencies in my body as of the last 4 months back! There were a few things I needed to work on bringing up so that they don't become problems like Vitamins: C, D3, K2, Zinc, Magnesium, Asparagine, and Calcium.
  • According to something called a "Spectrox value" there is indication that since I have no nutritional defects it's just that my body has shut off the ability to even attack cancer cells at this point.
  • I do not have any tumors in my body! Yay!! This means that the only cancer left on my tongue is very much only on a surface level.
Solutions to my problems:

(1.) The problem with the Methylation defect was easily solved by me starting to take a Methylation support supplement. 

(2.) Since before the nutritional assessment results came back I started juicing again with the addition of the supplement called Cellect (which has a lot of wonderful ingredients in it that I needed).

(3.) Crazily enough, the solution to this "Spectrox value" problem was to drink one cup of black, organic coffee with one scoop of coconut oil in it to open up the proper chambers necessary to allow cancer fighting "soldiers" through. I hate straight black coffee, but I'm doing it!

(4.) I've started IV infusions twice a week. The infusions toggle between Vitamin C and Poly MVA which is a uniquely-formulated combination of minerals, vitamins and amino acids designed to support cellular energy production. Basically, these two infusions help to excite cancer cells to the point that they cannot survive.

BONUS* (5.) I've started doing 1-2 coffee enemas every day to keep my liver and body flushed of toxins. 

Of course, doing all these things and taking so much time away from work made it impossible for me to continue going into the office every single day. Thankfully, I have a wonderful job that is super flexible; thus, I have started working from home to be able to have time to do everything required of me. 

My "day in the life" routine is now different than originally posted, but but that's okay. I'm happy with my new regime and I still get just as much work done in the few hours every day that I am able to focus on it, because I am an overachiever I will make it happen! 

I'm so happy that since starting my new daily routine, I have seen a lot of healing happen. Feel free to click over to my updated "graphic photos" to understand what has been happening in the healing process since all of these new protocols have been introduced. It's pretty amazing!